Staring at the computer screen, my eyes are starting to water. I’m not sure why.  I think it is because I’m feeling sorry for myself again; loathing my mistakes and making them my life.  I don’t know how to move forward when I feel I can correct the mistakes I’ve made in the past.  How can I leave these things undone?  How can I just walk away if I put things back in their proper places?  if I keep this up, where will I be next week?


One response to “Questions?

  1. Hopefully next week you will be a tiny or big step closer to your goal of who you want to be. Feeling sorry for yourself will only keep you stagnant or pull you back, and that will happen sometimes. But just push through. Fuck depression. I’m not trying to be silly. Just do something, anything that makes you happy. Whether it be writing, doodling or working out. Just something that takes your mind away and lifts it out of the darkness.

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