Staring at the computer screen, my eyes are starting to water. I’m not sure why. I think it is because I’m feeling sorry for myself again; loathing my mistakes and making them my life. I don’t know how to move forward when I feel I can correct the mistakes I’ve made in the past. How can I leave these things undone? How can I just walk away if I put things back in their proper places? if I keep this up, where will I be next week?