My nerd informed me earlier that her sister may die because of kidney problems. She said that she has a 50/50 chance of surviving so I am truly hoping for the best.
I feel like such a jack ass for not being able to be there for her. I have made so many mistakes to the point were I’m barred out of her life, yet she needs me–my support. I want to console her so badly, but I can’t. It just hurts to be so close yet so far away.