Assurance

This morning, without a cause, I received a text from her–simply saying I love you.  As I struggle with every passing day that holding on is just a lost cause, this gives me some assurance that I am loved by one person I wanted to change my life for.  The one person that got me to propose back in the summer of 2012.  To see her text or voice I love you right when I need to, just shows me how much pain I’m willing to go through for her to be mine again-we are connected and I know she is my soulmate now and until the day I die.  However, for now, Sara Evan’s “Alone” is what I try to believe in, in order to give her the space and time to heal:

Alone  by Sara Evans

Thank you for the roses that you sent me-
They’re beautiful
And you asked me to think of you,
You know I will
Your note just said “I’m sorry, please forgive me”
I always do, but I have to let you know the way I feel:I left you this message so you’d know
Sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone

So please don’t call everytime you think of me
‘Cause I need some time alone to kill this pain
You should know that I don’t give up easily
But sometimes for things to grow, they need some rain
And sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone

I left you this message so you’d know
To not come by everytme you miss me
‘Cause I need some time alone to kill this pain
You should know that I don’t give up easily
But sometimes for things to grow, they need some rain
And sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone

Sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone

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