Admittedly, I’m still fuming over the fact that I was so torn up about treating my ex the way I had been and she was messing around with other men around Christmas. WTF! We spent the Christmas holiday and New Years together. That means she would go to work, and do whatever else, while I looked after our cats, washed her dishes and swept her floor. She would then come back and smile in my face. She won’t tell me what day; claims she can’t remember. I just don’t understand how you can berate and penalize someone you claim you love for the past if you’re out fucking someone else currently then coming back and hugging and kissing me. WTF!