Just Dealing

I looked up to find the tears rolling down my face without knowing specifically why it was happening to me. It is the hardest thing for me to adjust to.  I am afraid of myself and my inability to talk about it with enough sense  to comprehend any of my actions or thoughts.  With that said, I continue to struggle with the idea of going on medication and having to deal with a potential personality disorder of some kind.  The more I think that I am afraid, the more afraid I become; it’s just a more internalized fear.  I can’t speak on something I can’t understand enough to formulate a complete thought, let alone a sentence.

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