I have a lot of anxiety right now. I feel so heavy. I feel sad. I feel so many things right now and I just want all the emotions to stop. I feel overwhelmed. I feel like I can’t deal with this. I feel like I am attacking myself and this shit just doesn’t make dense to me at all. I try to put all this positive energy out into the world in hopes of getting the slightest bit back, but nothing. I am just an empty shell now waiting in this muddy water for the sun that will never shine.