Loving you drains me; a weary traveler in search of self–make me supple. For now, I am rigid from fearing the unknown–looking to be whole again. The comforting smile shown with quite, caring eyes coupled with a tendered touch, masters my body language; erupting internal spasms inside me daily. How warm I feel to lay my head in your lap and you kiss my lips with such vigor, my mind goes blank. Oh, how I long to be whole again.