As I get closer and closer to feeling like I have to move, the more anxiety I’m getting. The more anxiety I’m getting, the more scared I’m getting. A buddy of mine told me today that I can’t let my past dictate my future and as much as I know he is right, I still know me. I am afraid of failure; I failed once on my own, I am not allowed to do it again. I have all these questions about can I really make it alone–beyond finances–I’m talking emotionally. I had my mom, then my ex, then myself (i cracked and failed) then my mom again and now just me (and I’m an emotional mess). How can I do it with just me? I just don’t have that type of confidence in my emotional state yet, this is something I know must be done. Questions without answers and I’m running out of time.