Journal Entry #30

I’ve tried not to write about this, this year. Hoping that if I held out and got through this week, I would be ok.  I’ve tried telling myself over and over that the idea of missing a non-human being this much is beyond insane,  but that doesn’t slow my feelings of defeat down.  It doesn’t make life easier living without the gifts I cherished most.  Another birthday coming that I can only share in spirit.  For the love and care that I have for them, I will accept being crazy.

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