Reality of Love
I emerge
smaller than before
choking, gasping
for air, reaching
out for your hand
in this frost-bitten
cold so alone
I remember when I smiled
at your crazy dances
kissed your lips hungrily
with every nice gesture, gift or hug
just because
you were you and I was me
now honeymooning is a thing
of our past
tongues shoot razor blades
with uncanny accuracy
focused on the barbed wire
you wear on your soul shredding
everything I used to admire
I’m now immune laying
at feet I’m used to stepping
over me
eyes once glowing now glare
right through my good parts
and into darkness
as I search for peace within
the memory of you
never ends